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Friday, October 8, 2004

Yeah, I haven't blogged in a while. I've been really busy with other stuff.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

I hate feeling this way. I really do. And it's no one's fault but my own, really. That's what I get. If I weren't the way that I am, this kind of thing wouldn't happen. I allow it to. Which I don't understand, because I am not a nice person, nor do I want to be one.

In happier news, I'm now a staff member of Evil Fantasy. Very cool. I'm going to get to work right away on the Final Fantasy X section, because that would be a good starting point, I think, as there is a lot of content to cover. I'll probably try to tackle the FFX-2 section, too. ^^ Fun fun, stuff to keep me occupied while I wait to work on my Seymour shrine.

I saw this chick on a movie who could be Eileen. Same hair and everything. It was kinda freaky.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Praise be, I'm blogging. Not that anyone reads this thing. XD It's okay, though. I just need a place for thoughts. Anyway, nothing major has happened. Well, with the exception of all of Lilly-bell's puppies dying. That was a bit sad, but I feel that,in all, it's for the best. Chris and I really don't have the resources to take care of them. Especially with our new kittens.

The kittens are cute, though. Very playful. I'm covered in scratches from head to toe where they've "attacked" me. ^^

I've started a Final Fantasy rpg with Maya and Amanda. So far, in the day it's been open, it's become very busy. I"m a little surprised at that, but...You never know with these things.

Silent Hill 4 rocks, so everyone go play it right now.

Friday, September 17, 2004

I had a lot to say, but I'm just too tired. Go read mORG if you're interested. This is just to re-affirm the fact that I'm alive.

Thursday, September 9, 2004

Ugh. Auron (my german/australian shepherd mix) managed to get out of the fenced backyard and in the house again. .v. He won't go away and give me some space, and he has some awful breath and raunchy gas. Yeah, I wouldn't say anything about it if he wasn't right next to me, breathing in my damn face and farting every fifteen minutes. It's disgusting. And there's no where I can go to get away from him, because he'll just follow me.

New layout, yet again. This is much better than the last one. I like it, because it's vaguely creepy. :) I like creepy.

On another note, I got Auron back outside. I think I fixed it where he can't get back on the porch, but you never know. That pooch is inventive.

Wednesday, September 8, 2004

I know that politics are a very personal thing, but what gives someone the right to totally trash someone else for absolutely no reason other than the fact that they don't agree? Especially if the person who was trashed made no untoward remarks about anything, and was simply stating their opinion? Fuck the people. Fuck the politics. And fuck you.

Wednesday, September 8, 2004

It's been a rather short day. I'm ready for my domains to be re-activated so that I can bust hump and get some serious work done.

As you can see, new layout. It's very simple. Maybe too simple, but I happen to like it.

Tuesday, September 7, 2004

Well, all three domains are now down. I've got to wait until my payment gets to Netrillium in a couple of days to really do anything. And I was really looking forward to working on my sites. I guess I can still make a layout for this site, and work on my writing journal. But, I don't know. It pisses me off that we're so behind on bills. Even our water gets cut off, though I don't know if that's because of the hurricane.

I finally started work on the zombie movie script, which is still unnamed. So far, so good, but not even a page. Ugh.

Tuesday, September 7, 2004

People need to get the fuck over themselves. You know who you are.

Saturday, September 4, 2004

Today, has, in all honesty, been shitty. The post office closed early, stzORG went down, and it's been hot as hell. The only good thing that I can think of was when I remembered that Terminal Invasion was coming on the Sci-Fi channel. I love that movie, even if I can't accept Bruce as a hardened criminal. Damn those big brown eyes of his. They make him seem like too much of a softy. But, he gave a stellar performance, as usual. Is there anything the man can't do? I swear.

Chris is still at work. I feel so bad for him. I should find another job, because I feel bad for putting all the bills on him. But he wants me to write the treatments I'm working on, and he knows work would be a huge distraction from what I really need to do. I hate being the artistic one. It should be him. But, if things go just right, his character could become the next Ash, and that would be cool. Would that make me the next Sam Raimi? I can see it now, pure silliness. And ironic, since I'm the one that really wants to be the actor.

At least he's off tomorrow. He plans on sleeping in, then we've got to clean up our messy house. Seriously, we live in a pigsty. I should clean up more during the day. I feel like I've just been completely lazy. Well, no, I did give the bathroom and the spare bedroom the all-day treatment. They're very clean now, but no one who comes over ever goes in those rooms. I guess I should have been more worried about the "public" rooms instead, but lord knows that bathroom needed it. I was worried there was something growing under the pile of dirty laundry.

For those who may care, Bruce Campbell has taken down the post naysaying Ash appearing in Freddy Vs. Jason 2. Is he eating his words? He's not saying at the moment, but I suspect he is. If they're trying to keep it hushed up, his abrupt removal of the message was not too bright, because the entire BC community is buzzing about it. Everyone wants to know the meaning of it, and I don't blame them. I want to know, too, but the man isn't saying anything. He needs to. I need more Ash goodness to make layouts with. I'm sorry, but I think he's gorgeous. I've never seen his chin as being overly large, is that odd? Oh well. Anyway, he needs to make a firm answer. Demanding fans would like to know.

I'm finally getting around to finishing Homeland by RA Salvatore. I know, I'm a bad Drizt fan for not reading it sooner, but I just haven't felt up to it.

I'm starving. Chris needs to hurry up and get home so I can eat. All I've had is a pack of chicken-flavored ramen today, because that's all there is that's edible in our house. We really need to think about buying some groceries. I certainly wouldn't say no to a big pot of chili. Mmm. I could eat for three or four days on one. I'm just sick of pizza. I mean, we eat it almost everyday, because it's free, and, though that's a good thing, I could certainly use a change. Yup, no question, I need to get a job.

I still haven't decided if I'm going back to school for the spring semester. I'm not sure I want to, but it'll disappoint my parents, and I really don't want to do anything to upset them. After all, Frankie has just underwent to rounds of surgery, first to remove his burst appendix, and second to remove a cancerous tumor off of his kidney. Poor guy, he's in a ton of pain, because he's cut open from chest to back on his right side. Makes me cringe to even think about it. But, he looks better, that green tinge under his eyes is gone now.

Sleeping in my old bed a few nights ago was a strange experience. Really. Chris and I quickly figured out that twin beds were not made for two people, but we managed. And it was so fucking hot! I woke up the next morning, soaking wet. It was miserable. I had to watch Kyle while Mama stayed with Frankie in the hospital. It went okay, though. Found some kittens I wanted to steal, but I managed to refrain, because I'm getting mine this weekend. I can't wait to play with them.

'K, I've rambled enough. I just wanted to say a lot of things that I can't, really, on my lj. Later.

Saturday, September 4, 2004

Finally got this up and running, yay. Isn't that so cool?

Amanda, 21, smoker, has the occasional drink, Auron, Bruce Campbell fan, zombies, director, writer, actor, 6 pets, insomniac, obsessive
Loves: Final Fantasy, Bruce Campbell movies, horror movies, Silent Hill, Fatal Frame, writing, her smoking habit, her animals, her boyfriend, movies, cold air, caffeine
Hates: ignorance, narrow minds, her hair, being broke, her car, telemarketers, being sweaty, being dirty, being wet, any browser other than ie

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Oh yes, I am indeed fangirling at the moment. The current layout features the official rendering of Silent Hill 4's Walter Sullivan, and brushes from wakeupdonny. The lyrics are from Tapping The Vein's "Beautiful". I think they fit Walter very, very well. But you be the judge.

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